It's 12:05am now. A shout out to this man.

Firstly, this guy made me called him 12 midnight on the dot to sing him a birthday song in 3 different languages. That was his wish. So I granted it. See how nice I am eventhough my heart was pounding real fast. =.=. Anyways, May all your wishes come true dude. Be strong in facing all the realities. I believe one fine day, you'll find the right one. Few more months to ORD huh. So, wishing you all the best in life. I hope you'll be able to fly to Australia by 2011 for your degree, like how you've planned. So, enjoy your birthday celebration Mr Parliament. Why I called him Mr Parliament? Oh well, he debates real good I tell you. The way he speaks and the way he present himself just by a piece of speech, really make you moved. Once again, Happy Birthday. May Allah bless you, Amin. Goodnight.

XOXO, nysa.

Girl, this is what your girls felt. I know you'll be reading this.

Baby girl, you knew how much you mean to us. Why are you making things complicated and difficult for everyone? When you said we don't understand what you've been through, it really offends me alot. All these while, we have been encouraging you. Whenever you skipped school, who will be the one that goes, "Bitch you better come tomorrow or I'll hang a pig's head at your door. Understand me?!" If it wasn't us who nagged at you, do you think you'll have the courage to even be where you are now? I'm not trying to prolong this matter. But as for you to know, we are all very disappointed in you. You're a bright girl. You have been advising me to study hard. You told me you have an ambition. But then, why are you not giving your best? Why girl? Why are you making me teared? It hurts alot, to see you in this situation. Do you know that? Do you know how worried was Nadya when you don't even want to get back to her after sending you countless messages and giving you lotsa calls? Why are you reacting this way?

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Every move you made, brings you closer to success. What is it that's stopping you from achieving it? Money? Families? Boyfriend? Love life? All these are bullshits. Nothing in this world can stop an individual from fulfilling their dreams. NOTHING babe. I've told you up teen times, never mess up your personal problems with studies, didn't I? Do you think by not replying our text messages and rejecting our calls gonna help you out of this mess? It might be easy for you to say, "Don't worry. I'll get a school. I will study." But do you think it's convincing enough for your girls with your current attitude now? C'mmon my precious girl. You're old enough. Please think. This is for your future sake. I really hope you'll think through it. You have a bright light shining towards you now. Choose the right path. I really wanna see my girl to be somebody one day. Put aside all your problems and achieve your goals. Handle thing maturely, please. Face the reality. Aceept all the facts. You'll always be our precious and one and only ducky. Remember that.

We love you, Siti Quraishah and forever we'll do.

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I miss those moments man. When we used to hang out and chill after work. When we waited for each other to end our work and stuffs. Now, its left with Nadya who is still working. Semangat. Orang semua dah semangat nak start sekolah, she masih semangat carik duit. HAHAHA. I guess I'll be at home today. I'm too lazy to step out. I've been acting like a pig these days. Eat and sleep. My dad always said this. " Adik, can you stop being lazy, please. Favour uh. " Ok drop this topic. My beloved cousin is getting engage at the end of January. There's lotsa preparation. I was shocked when I heard the dowry money the guy offered. Macam nak terberak. Punya lah banyak. Ok, I'm done for now. I'll be back later if I'm bored.

Bye bitches and sluts.

It's 3.00AM now. And I still can't sleep. Stupid.

I feel like poking these eyes of mine. Kill me anyone? I really miss Ashriq real bad. Maybe that's the reason why I'm not able to sleep. I just miss his heartbeat in me. It's really damn hard to get over it. Really. I have no idea how others did it. And I have no idea how T forget about him and get rid of him out of his life. In the other hand, I'm struggling like crap here. If I were to pour it out to someone, they won't understand at all. Cause it's me who is going through it. Baby baby baby baby baby baby baby, I miss you honey. How I wish you're still breathing now. Alalalalala, dah lah. I gonna get hanky with my eldest brother and his friends since I can't sleep. Instead of dwelling over this matter, I shall meet up abang at ______. K bye.

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This is Khai. Picture was taken yesterday at Jonathan's open house. I'll upload the rest when Jonathan decides to send it to me alright. I had a whole chunk of fun yesterday. I spend quality time with my collegues. We laughed at every single thing. Especially at Jonathan's nephew, Marcus. Adorable boy. Apparently today, I accompanied mum to her friend Chrismas open house. I had fun, of course. Mum friends are all the kaki gereks. Not the makcik-makcik kepo punya. Hell of time bitching. Off and met Atai. Catched up some of the things I've missed out. I headed home after I've met Zaki. I kinda miss my girls. Nadya, Eunice, Ashley, Que, Siti, Adeline, Ayin, Ekah and so on. I miss work. The times when I bitched around with Kelvin about all the typical staffs. Oh my, I miss those moments. Now, I felt the boredom. Weird huh.

This is about you, T.

Why would someone actually put all the blame on one individual when it actually takes two hands to clap? There's something in us that binds us together but why do you have to let others misinterpret everything? In a such that they think I'm a bitch who just make used of you for the past year. You started it with a perfect kiss. But as for now, You've left me for good, am I right? I know that you'll find another. So, i suggest that you move on cause I've detest you to step into my life again. I want you to know, that it doesn't matter to me anymore. Everything means nothing to me anymore. Including YOU. Never come crawling back and seek for my forgiveness. Cause I'm not gonna stop, look and pick you up again. Once bitten, twice shy. Just remember one thing, I might not be blessed with a porn star body shape and a diva queen pretty face, but I'm blessed with a heart which constantly worries for you and provides unconditional love. I used to love you not for what you are but I love you for you, even your weaknesses. Sadly, you don't even appreciate that. I guess that's the end of the chapter. I've move on and my feelings towards you have vanished. Lastly, I totally disagree on guys having to blame women for their naivety in believing words of fable and lies.

Merry Christmas Lovelies.

Arghhh, I love her hair. My plan of highlighting my hair is destroyed now. BECAUSE.

I passed my N-levels and I'm promoted. Let me say it one more time. I, NUR ANNISA IS BEING PROMOTED TO SEC 5N. Omg. It was so unbelievable. With the new horrible/diffcult/torturing criteria, I actually made it through !The most shocking part was, I passed my maths for the first time in my life. I passed every single subject man. This is miracle. I thought I didn't make it through. But, I did it. My heart almost popped out when I saw my result slip. I even screamed when they said, I'm promoted. Congrats to all my baby girls too. Cause all of them make it through. Love ya girls.

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I was given the Higher Nitec form too. But I've look through it and none of the courses attracts me. The course that I want is all in poly. Since my parents really want me with an O's cert, I'll do them proud and make my way to Sec 5. I've decided. So EuniceB, I'll be with you again, next year. Now, I gonna quit my job as soon as ChrisTmas is over. Than I gonna start my school preparations. One more year to go in Guangyang. Endure and Perseverance. I hope I'll be able to make my through for O's. Wish me luck for 2010.

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To all my people : Ayin, Siti, Fit, Lynn. It's not the end of the world. Work hard please. Don't let your results damage your whole lifetime. Look in the bright side. I believe you girls have a bright future. Put extra effort for all your upcoming challenges. Face it and strive for it. All the best for the future. You have my support. Ekah, make your choices wisely. You're smart.

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To all my girls that's going seperate ways : Nadya, Que, Hanis, Yenny, Xue Yan, Ashley. Please please do keep in touch. It's not the end yet. I believe that this is not the end of our journey together. Especially my netball girls. I miss those time on court. So, you girls do drop by and pay me, Eunice and Siti a visit when you're free. Please don't abandoned us. You girls will always be in my heart and prayers. Please, keep the friendship going on strong. I love you girls.

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And now, I gotta start some discussion with my parents. =.=

My mum is so overjoyed. She the most happiest women.

Excited than me? Crazy. But I love her. Ok, bye.

Our new born cheeky baby girl. Melyasarra Binti Yusri.

Went over to Auntie Maz's crib. I was so shocked. She grew alot. It's only a week and she have grown so much. Still dalam hari I think. Still got the pantang and all. Sarra is damn cute. She purposely cloed her eyes when everybody was looking at her. And she open up only when there's no one. Adorable kan? I was the one carrying her all along. The feeling is damn great to carry a new born baby. And guess what? I teared the moment i hold her in my hands. She reminds me alot about Ashriq. And it also rmeinds me how humans cruelty can cause damange to others. I really treasure this little niece of mine. I love you, Sarra.

4 more hours to go. I'll be back updating about my results. Stay tune people. :D

Ala, round kan my face eversinc eI've cutted my hair? Haha. But I love the way I am. If you don't, then just simply shut the fuck up and take a step back, bodoh. I hate to see couples make out in public. I don't mind if it's just higguing. But not to an extend where you ahve to kissed and wiggle your tongue through each other mouth. Especially in buses and trains. It's so sickening to see them slobber over each other. Instead of making out in the public areas, I rather you people book yourself a hotel and enjoy the sensation there. Dumb assholes. Oh. Never take advantage of others willingness just to accommodate yourself alright. I shall share one important fact with you people. Do you people agree that when a guy doesn't get his own way, his pride is so wounded that he retreats into a shell of monosyllabic moroseness and won't retreat until he feels it's been made up to him? It's just as simple as, he'll sulk if things doesn't get his way. It just brings you nowhere with this kind of attitude. Be a man and fight for your rights. You should really know.

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Results will be out on Friday. I can see the preasure in everyone's expression whenever we talked about results. I bumped into someone. And he's really getting on my nerves. I have no idea what is he up to. Well, behind those radiant smiles lies a sweet secret that binds us together. But, eventually it's just something called the past. Over and done with you. Goodnight.