It's 3.00AM now. And I still can't sleep. Stupid.

I feel like poking these eyes of mine. Kill me anyone? I really miss Ashriq real bad. Maybe that's the reason why I'm not able to sleep. I just miss his heartbeat in me. It's really damn hard to get over it. Really. I have no idea how others did it. And I have no idea how T forget about him and get rid of him out of his life. In the other hand, I'm struggling like crap here. If I were to pour it out to someone, they won't understand at all. Cause it's me who is going through it. Baby baby baby baby baby baby baby, I miss you honey. How I wish you're still breathing now. Alalalalala, dah lah. I gonna get hanky with my eldest brother and his friends since I can't sleep. Instead of dwelling over this matter, I shall meet up abang at ______. K bye.

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