Girl, this is what your girls felt. I know you'll be reading this.

Baby girl, you knew how much you mean to us. Why are you making things complicated and difficult for everyone? When you said we don't understand what you've been through, it really offends me alot. All these while, we have been encouraging you. Whenever you skipped school, who will be the one that goes, "Bitch you better come tomorrow or I'll hang a pig's head at your door. Understand me?!" If it wasn't us who nagged at you, do you think you'll have the courage to even be where you are now? I'm not trying to prolong this matter. But as for you to know, we are all very disappointed in you. You're a bright girl. You have been advising me to study hard. You told me you have an ambition. But then, why are you not giving your best? Why girl? Why are you making me teared? It hurts alot, to see you in this situation. Do you know that? Do you know how worried was Nadya when you don't even want to get back to her after sending you countless messages and giving you lotsa calls? Why are you reacting this way?

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Every move you made, brings you closer to success. What is it that's stopping you from achieving it? Money? Families? Boyfriend? Love life? All these are bullshits. Nothing in this world can stop an individual from fulfilling their dreams. NOTHING babe. I've told you up teen times, never mess up your personal problems with studies, didn't I? Do you think by not replying our text messages and rejecting our calls gonna help you out of this mess? It might be easy for you to say, "Don't worry. I'll get a school. I will study." But do you think it's convincing enough for your girls with your current attitude now? C'mmon my precious girl. You're old enough. Please think. This is for your future sake. I really hope you'll think through it. You have a bright light shining towards you now. Choose the right path. I really wanna see my girl to be somebody one day. Put aside all your problems and achieve your goals. Handle thing maturely, please. Face the reality. Aceept all the facts. You'll always be our precious and one and only ducky. Remember that.

We love you, Siti Quraishah and forever we'll do.